LeggoMyEggoGurl

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I need to rant.
          	
          	I'm exhausted. I have not slept well in DAYS now. It's almost 5 in the god damn morning. All I want to do is just fucking sleep, but my body won't allow me. I keep yawning but I dont feel any more tired. I don't want to cry, but I feel like it's the only fucking thing I can do right now.
          	
          	I'm at my boyfriend's house right now. He's knocked out, Rick and Morty is playing on the TV, and I wanted to leave hours ago, but decided to stay because it was already late and I didn't want to wake my family up by going home and the door beeping when I open it.
          	
          	FUCK I just feel miserable. I need to wake up early so I can go home and take my morning medication. I have to wake up in 3-4 hours. I can't say I feel depressed like I normally would, so I guess the meds are working, but fuck I'm tired both mentally and physically right now.
          	
          	If any of my followers actually read this, thanks, but God, I hate myself in this moment. Why can't I just fucking SLEEP?! Ugh.

LeggoMyEggoGurl

@desgurlizfrie Thank you. That's really helpful and I appreciate that you took the time to read my rant. Feels nice being seen. Do again, thank you. ♡
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desgurlizfrie

@LeggoMyEggoGurl This is a horrible case of insomnia and I am so sorry that this happened, I hate this feeling it’s like your own mind is causing you to sleep but it forces you to stay awake, I can’t tell you how much I understand.
          	  
          	  I usually hid my phone in the other room so I wouldn’t go on it before I slept, or I also changed my sleeping position, instead of in front of my headboard maybe on the other side of the bed, or I would change where I slept in the house, maybe you can’t sleep in his house because you feel it’s an unfamiliar place. 
          	  
          	  If there’s something that’s keeping you awake, your thoughts, dreams, the things that bother you, shut them all out, TALK about them, let them be solved, then go to sleep, drink water, make the room cold, then tell yourself that you will sleep no matter what
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LeggoMyEggoGurl

this message may be offensive 
I need to rant.
          
          I'm exhausted. I have not slept well in DAYS now. It's almost 5 in the god damn morning. All I want to do is just fucking sleep, but my body won't allow me. I keep yawning but I dont feel any more tired. I don't want to cry, but I feel like it's the only fucking thing I can do right now.
          
          I'm at my boyfriend's house right now. He's knocked out, Rick and Morty is playing on the TV, and I wanted to leave hours ago, but decided to stay because it was already late and I didn't want to wake my family up by going home and the door beeping when I open it.
          
          FUCK I just feel miserable. I need to wake up early so I can go home and take my morning medication. I have to wake up in 3-4 hours. I can't say I feel depressed like I normally would, so I guess the meds are working, but fuck I'm tired both mentally and physically right now.
          
          If any of my followers actually read this, thanks, but God, I hate myself in this moment. Why can't I just fucking SLEEP?! Ugh.

LeggoMyEggoGurl

@desgurlizfrie Thank you. That's really helpful and I appreciate that you took the time to read my rant. Feels nice being seen. Do again, thank you. ♡
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desgurlizfrie

@LeggoMyEggoGurl This is a horrible case of insomnia and I am so sorry that this happened, I hate this feeling it’s like your own mind is causing you to sleep but it forces you to stay awake, I can’t tell you how much I understand.
            
            I usually hid my phone in the other room so I wouldn’t go on it before I slept, or I also changed my sleeping position, instead of in front of my headboard maybe on the other side of the bed, or I would change where I slept in the house, maybe you can’t sleep in his house because you feel it’s an unfamiliar place. 
            
            If there’s something that’s keeping you awake, your thoughts, dreams, the things that bother you, shut them all out, TALK about them, let them be solved, then go to sleep, drink water, make the room cold, then tell yourself that you will sleep no matter what
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LeggoMyEggoGurl

Tumblr has decided to grace my eyes with screenshots of the Danganronpa 2x2 trailer, so I went onto Steam and watched it for myself and I believe it has awoken something deep inside my heart...
          
          There is a slim chance I might try to write a fanfiction again.
          
          Maybe...

ShirleyTheMoon

HELLO?????? DID WE MET ON A JOJO FANFIC OR SOMETHING?? I DONT REMEMBER

ShirleyTheMoon

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@LeggoMyEggoGurl ME TOO MY MEMORY IS SHIT
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LeggoMyEggoGurl

@ShirleyTheMoon BABE I WISH I REMEMBER LMAO
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LeggoMyEggoGurl

Hey, chat. I decided to delete all my stories and drafts. I wasnt satisfied with the quality and considering how I made most of them when I was about 13 or 14, I decided it was time to delete. I'm an adult now (cringe) and I feel like my writing can be so much better, so they're gone. 
          
          Might make new stories (probably will), but they will take a while. I'm not shooting for 20-50 chapters anymore, that's too much for my mind to create. 10, 15 MAX.
          
          I'm not leaving or anything, just trying to give myself a fresh new start.