Same everyday i've been feeling depressed making me want to just stay home and cry all the time at school and home i have to deal with people and life that just causes me to feel more depressed than i already am but i still try my best to stay strong and hide what i going through you're one of the few people that know this but i dont know if this will work for you but try finding something that you enjoy doing and use that as a way to help yourself feel better like for me listening to music and drawing helps me try that and see if it works ok