Hii! My names Evan :3 I'm 13, I love purple, red, and orange. I'm obsessed with Undertale and DeltaRune. Im currently learning how to skateboard. My aesthetic is 90's grunge/ skater boy, a mix of the 2. My boyfriend is the most adorable thing ever, not even johnnie guilbert or flamingo (albert) can top his cuteness. I am a few months clean and im getting better after attempting suicide. Even if life doesnt seem real, or you think your life will never get better and your tired of hearing "life wont suck forever", "pray about it", "you'll feel better one day" or something along the lines of that. I mean take it from the suicidal 13 year old who has been experiencing derealization since the age of 12, I promise people do care about you. There is at least one person that cares about you even if it doesnt seem like it. Tell your friends, or people you can trust about your problems, i promise it helps. When i told my friends I was going go kill myself later that day, one that is never serious would not stop being super serious to me all day telling me that i should be at school the next day, my friend that can never sit still put his head down and didnt speak, my boyfriend who has adhd and can also not stop talking went silent and looked terrified, my other friend started crying, and my other 2 friends hugged me all gym class. So i promise there is at least one person who truly cares about you. <3