Sometimes I do look back and the way I used to act a year or so ago, regretting everything I have ever said and even acted out. I’ve hurt people and more over myself in the process. Not trying to pain myself out as a saint who needs satisfaction back granted in the form of forgiveness, but I wish I had the opportunity to fix all my problems and apologise to everyone. Unfortunately, such a thing seems foolish to even dream of; many people still holding me in deep, closed away thoughts they wish to never emotionally attach themselves to ever again.