A NICKNAME TO REMEMBER
I am sitting at the corner
With my secret I'm shy
When about to tell you everything
My lips start to dry
When your eyes land on mine
In my stomach I felt butterfly
The feelings still keep unsaid
Oh my heart again, begins to cry
A thousand love letters
I said that's not from me, I lie
And in that time I know
All of this ends in bye!
A massive dance in the gym
Everyone meets at the crowd
I really focus on you
Even though it is very loud
Then I give you a tumbler as gift
And suddenly I become proud
In the middle of December
It's feel like I'm on the could
When I say, how much I like you
The annoying noise turn onto soft sound
You gave a smile and don't say yes
But you also don't put on the ground
I thought I've done a wrong move
And the friendship will be mess
But you gave me no reaction
The only thing you express
I let my self being delusional
And keep with all my promises
I enjoyed being your friend
Even the love between us never progress
Choosing to stop waiting on you
And talked to you less
Be rude, avoiding you
But can't stop liking you, I guess
passing you by, with my head down
Now we're acting like stranger
Even we are both sure
That we know each other
I wish when you hear the nickname
I'm the one you remember
Now I just realized something
Being friends is so much better
Than chasing you, forcing you
Oh! I look so damn sucker
Accepting that it will never be me
And you will never be my Lover
