Lemonberrisama6669

I'm going through a difficult time. I thought about a world in which Bill Dickey from the eltingville club was a girl and was my girlfriend and felt something akin to love for the first time in years. The last time before that would've been around when I first published my first Len X reader. But it fizzled out after a minute or two. Fuck my stupid baka life...

I first uploaded my first fic (half written by AI Dungeon before I realised how terrible everything would get) 14th March 2022. I bet 1 dollar I will still be on this hellsite 2032.

I feel like I have an adversarial relationship with Wattpad. Probably because I come here like thrice a year to read one specific fanfiction and window shop while I'm here. But idk I feel like using the website, it wants me to use it in a different way? The search function is worse than the old Tumblr one, it gives me notifications that are just promotions, and it keeps telling me I haven't finished books I have. 
          
          
          But the commenting per paragraph is genius. I'll never leave unless they remove that feature. And if they remove the comment per paragraph feature society is doomed.

Why does Wattpad show me random irrelevant books whenever I search for anything ever. I won't read day after day or whatever it's called I don't care. I'm here for my blorbos from my shows 

If I see one more instance of AI slop or someone mentioning using chatgpt or making an AI bot or an AI slop book cover or anything like that I'm going to fucking explode I feel like I age about a day every time I happens and at this point im so close to dying of old age genuinely pisses me off so much omg just edit it together yourself you selfish lazy cunt aaagh

I'm in my eddsworld era guys so if I'm commenting on random stuff unrelated to Len that's why it's not ooc if I just write in into my character ok I have free will and I'm not afraid to use it 
          
           idk how long it will be but don't expect me to update anything for a while my brain is being eaten alive by swarms of bugs I can't think about anything at all  ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽
          
          I will return!!!! ୧⁠(⁠＾⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠＾⁠)⁠୨୧⁠(⁠＾⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠＾⁠)⁠୨୧⁠(⁠＾⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠＾⁠)⁠୨

I have such a sick oneshot idea and buy now I have to actually write it aughhh oughhh ow it burnssss

So many of Len's modules look so strange in project diva like holy lancer and that silent voice one(I think) because it's the 14 year old default module based on his V2 design wearing the hair and clothes of a more grown up illustration on those songs so I looked like he killed them and is wearing the skin of their head as a wig and the level of detail looks so weird comparied to his normal hair lol.... It looks like when 8 year olds wear pants with a belt..... It just looks like they're cosplaying an adult lol... Idk if this is a hot take or something I just think it looks a bit silly lol
          
          I prefer kaitos outfits because he serves cunt 
          
          I hate both of their swimming outfits though...I just don't like men's swimwear in general and I don't think anything could fix it

idk if it's wattpads tagging system or something??? (⁠＠⁠_⁠＠⁠;⁠)
          but it really thinks I wanna read 
          1. generic booktok straight couples
          2. fanfics of random genshin twinks
          or
          3. lesbians from shows I know nothing about
          
          I love yuri but like I've never seen any of those shows┐⁠(⁠´⁠д⁠`⁠)⁠┌ 
          
          and how do they know I like yuri anyway I only read lenxreader on here with like one exception
          
          is it just that obvious???? If they took personal information you think they'd show me the things I read ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

I've actually written ahead a bit but I can't write what happens next in this arc cuz idk what happens cuz the poll hasn't closed yet so idk what the outcome is(⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)
          
          Idk what I'll do of its a tie lolll uhmg...(。⁠～°⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ
          
          I'll figure it outᕙ⁠(⁠⇀⁠‸⁠↼⁠‶⁠)⁠ᕗ