@LemontimeLime I'm pretty sure she didn't mean that, maybe she was too stressed so she blurted it out, trust me my mom says these things too but remember, mothers are the only people who understand their children the most, I mean they freaking carried you for nine months, went through all that labour pain to give birth to you, and raised you, if she really wanted you to disappear, why would she do all of this??? I'm pretty sure she didn't mean it, don't take it to your heart please <3 And if you want to talk I'm here for you, even tho we are just strangers <3