Ok I’m getting real with you guys, since I’ve graduated secondary/ high school a couple months ago I’ve never been happier. For the last year of school it was super rough for me. I got picked on by what I thought were my friends. I was picked on so much I ended up having so many panic attacks the last few months, the panic attacks were so bad I was constantly asking my mam to let me drop out because I felt so overwhelmed that I couldn’t stand to be in school anymore. But my mam kept telling me I only had a couple weeks left and to try push through. I did but that last year was excruciating and I honestly had never felt so down in my entire life. I felt like I was so alone those last couple of months. I had started to hate school and I kept leaving my classes randomly and would be gone for at least twenty minutes. I felt so so upset and depressed. But the minute I graduated school I felt the weight fall off my shoulders and I thought to myself “wow, how the heck did I actually survive that?”. I still don’t know how I did survive..but I did, and I couldn’t be more happy and grateful that I’ve finished that school. Those six year were so tough but I made it.
I just want to say to anyone who is struggling with school that there is light at the end of the road and that you will make it though the rough times and that it will take time but eventually you will feel so much happier that you made it through those hard times. You just have to push through the pain and hard time and you will end up being so happy that you survived it all.
I love you all and I will be there for you all if any of you need or want me to be. Stay positive my loves ❤️
Lost of love ❤️❤️