Lennonmymccartney

Okay I need some help!! I have absolutely no idea how to continue 'wonderwall' so if anyone could PM me maybe we could have a chat about ideas? I have an idea but I dont really like it so I'd like to have someone elses opinion!

fountainvalleys

I can help!
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Lennonmymccartney

I'm always mindful of trying my best in papercrown to show the reality of an eating disorder. In wonderwall I tried not to go into as much detail as I wanted to make it less graphic but sometimes I worry that people read it and take in a way its not meant to be taken. This is just me worrying because this hasnt ever been brought up but, coming from personal experience dealing with an eating disorder for two or so years, when someone says "god shes bones" or something similar, in some sick way your mind kind of takes that as a compliment. So I worry that people see the bad things that happen to paul and sorta see it in the same way or maybe want to take on some of the mannerisms paul has. I see the odd comment from girls saying "I havent eaten in 3 days" or something and that makes me question writing the story. I found writing wonderfull a good way to get how I'm feeling off my chest without having to talk so explicitly about my experiences but I'm sorta scared I'm encouraging something not by romantisizing it but by simply talking about it. By not talking in as much detail about the chills, pain ect in an apparent to make it less triggering I think I've also made it look not as bad as it really is. Please share your thoughts on this.

Lennonmymccartney

So I've been wondering about coming out on my instagram,,, idk if I wanna do it. Like I'm moving to college in September (you go to college when you're 16 in england) and I'm worried that maybe people would find out I'm lgbt from my ig before im ready to tell them im person.
            But on the other side I want to be open and honest and not care what other think, but that's difficult because idk I just care too much :/
          
             Any advice?

Zacrisly

honestly man, all I can say is it just depends. if I was in your shoes, I’d be asking myself: do I have a large following? is my college mostly LGBTQ friendly? how comfortable am I with my sexuality/gender? stuff like that yk
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