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I’m going to this camp through Friday and it is really not worth the 6:50 wake-up and 1 hour drive. Me and my close friend got put in different groups, and there’s a lot more bad stuff I don’t feel like typing out. 
          Just a little rant.

I know no one cares for this, but….I HAD ANOTHER DREAM ABOUT VARIAN. I barely remember it though. I think I’ve had like…..7 or 8 dreams about him now?? I think something might actually be wrong with me.

I had.another.dream.about.Varian. (He wasn’t my romantic interest  in the dream tho)
          In it, it was The Day Of Hearts and for some reason, it was being held in the ravine by my house. I was going with Rapunzel and Varian. Rapunzel kept deadnaming me in the dream, which was mean. 
          Varian had a crush on Rapunzel in the dream, but instead of telling her himself or asking me to like a normal person, this man was like “tell her to tell him to tell her to tell xe to tell Cass to tell him to tell Eugene to tell Rapunzel that I like her.” So I said no and just yelled for Rapunzel to come over to where me and Varian were. Then instead of answering my question, Rapunzel said “-deadname-, who do you like?” I said “not my name and I’m not telling you who I like”
          Then my friends just spawned. (Who will be known as R, G, and Z.) R said “please Leo” and G said “at least tell us his middle name!” So Z SCREAMED my crushes full name out loud.
          Then I ✨woke up✨

Um I keep having dreams where my crush is in them, but always in the background, and he’s one of the only faces I can make out. Is that normal?
          Like last night, I had a dream where I was at my neighbors house and one of my good friends was there. My crush then walked in, but didn’t notice me. In my dreams, he never notices me. I feel like my brain is trying to tell me something

I think my brain is corrupted by Tangled The Series because I had a 3RD DREAM of a certain alchemist.
          So in the dream, he had a potion or some shit that allowed him to shrink himself and then it didn’t work, and I found myself ,like, holding him. 
          A little while later, we were talking about the dances we had at each others school, and I asked him if he had his yet. He said no, and I said we could go together so my dad would get off my back about finding a date.
          He then said something that pissed me off and I went to my room.
          The dream sounded like something I would read/write on Wattpad…..

So, I went to Michigan Mon-Fri, and it was so awesome. We did take the train to Chicago for half a day, but it started to rain a lot  :/ and we were stuck inside an art museum. Now, I do like art a lot, but I did not want to be in there for so long. We were fairly close to the lake, and we went there one day. I got very sunburnt. On  our 2nd to last day there, the waves were really big and me and my father went very deep into the ocean with our clothes on, and got very soaked.
          So yeah. If you were wondering why I didn’t post or update my oneshots book (I did post a A/N in that though), that’s why.

I know none of you care for this announcement , but I looked up my towns Pride Fest (it’s in August for some reason) and I was worried that it would be on a school day. (School starts on 21st of  August) when I searched it up it said the 23rd and I was so freaking worried I couldn’t attend, because Pride Fest is the one day a year where I’m surrounded by people like me and I don’t feel so alone. Thankfully, it’s on a Saturday so I can go ✌️
          I have no idea why I felt the need to share this with all of you

I found a drawing of someone saying “no Chick-Fil-A sauce?!” in my writing notebook and it kinda made my day 

I was going to say this June 1st but happy gay month!!!(I’m using gay as an umbrella term)
          If you’re gay (umbrella term)l you’re 80% stronger!
          Also, I’m off school now so I’ll probably post more :D