@Leon_Reed
I'm probably gonna do it anyways, but figured I'd ask y'all. If I started posting my poetry on here, would y'all read it? I've wrote it for a while, but never through about sharing it until now. I've started posting some on my tiktok, but I think I'm going to put it here too. Let me know what y'all think tho.
@rtomford71 Perhaps I'll post some later today then. And thank you for the constant support, you're quite the kind soul!
Hello everyone and happy/merry whatever you celebrate, or just happy day if you don't celebrate anything. I am still alive. I kinda just disappeared for a bit, been focusing on college and getting better. I can't say I have done much writing, but for one of my classes I ended up revising my first Pressure one shot. I just put the revised version up now, so feel free to read that. I know it isnt much, but at least its something. Until I finish college, (I am taking college classes early so I just have one more semester till I'm done) around May/June, I won't really be focusing on writing. Ill try and work here and there, but I don't foresee getting anything posted. Anyways, happy everything, see yall later!
Okay, finally saying something since y'all have been left in the dark for a while. I'm quite disappointed in myself as of late. In all this time from my last post, I wish I could tell you all that I was working hard and that I have a lot of content to put out, but that's not the case. I haven't done any work. College has taken most of my time and I recently got harrassed about the content in my book. This threw off my motivation to write. (I do want to clarify, the noncon and Stockholm in the monty book is not to fetishize it, but for me to deal with my own traumas). In the end, I promised content and have yet to fulfill that promise. Ill do what I can with my free time, but I cant say when Ill get anything posted. I'm not here to gather sympathy or anything, just to inform yall since it's the least I could do and I owe it to yall. Have a nice day/night everyone.
@Jinxpowderfan of course, any time. For future conversation, if you wanted, I have a private writing email. It would just be a bit more convenient for me, but it's up to you. That email is on my profile.
@Jinxpowderfan of course, any time. It can be rough at the start, but I'm here if you need anything and I'll try to respond as soon as possible. Dont think of this as a time when you're lonely, but rather as time for yourself. Process you're feelings, relax, and do things you like. Once you're ready, you can talk to and find other friends, whether it be in person or online. And who knows, someone could find you.
@Jinxpowderfan that's awful that it was someone who you considered a friend said hurtful things to you. And by the sounds of it, you have tried to contact them, but you're not getting an answer. To me, you seem to be putting in effort to these people and trying to hold something together all on your own. That is a heavy cross to bear, on that I speak from experience. I was told a few important pieces of advice which I'm going to pass to you, but it might be hard to hear. First, you need to see what these people are showing you, not what you want or used to see from them. Secondly, don't waste effort on people who don't deserve it (that doesn't mean don't try with anyone, this advice requires good judgement of people as well). Finally, it's okay, and sometimes necessary, to drop people. It's a hard thing to do, but you will feel much better later on. Find people who actually appreciate you, people you have a good time with, people you're comfortable around. If you want to give them another chance, you can, but if it doesnt work and these people continue to be rude, I would suggest dropping them. Use the energy you were giving to them on yourself. Take time to recover and them find better people to be around. I hope this was some useful advice and that your situation gets better.
I have put a huge update with all of my writing on tiktok, so y'all aren't left in the dark anymore. A reminder again that I don't really put updates to anything on here. Things like updates, polls, etc. can all be found on my tiktok. Like in bio for that.
@rtomford71 sounds great!
@Leon_Reed ok sounds good!! And if you want to chat more about the idea I’m always happy and open to chat :)
@rtomford71 Thank you for giving it. I will credit you when I start it, as well as get your input on things since it was your idea.
@rtomford71 oh, well I said that once you mentioned poppy playtime, I knew where it was going. I love the idea and it's definitely something I've thought of writing before. However, I don't know much about the game, so I'd have to do some research before I start writing. On top of that, given what I'm writing now as well as my college work, it would be a bit before I got that out. I have put it in my file of things to write thought. Thank you for the idea!
@Leon_Reed huh I only saw the message about your writing email what was the other message?
@rtomford71 yeah, I'm good with this. Did you not see my other message?
