I think every one is beautiful, and it makes me glad to know that you found a place in the world to just be you. one day you'll fell comfortable and have the strength to come out, and everyone else's opinions won't matter. trust me, I was you once. all I can say is that it gets better. you'll meet a girl one day that will be worth fighting for. when it happens, I'm sure it will be everything you want it to be. good luck, and if you need help, all you have to do is ask.