Len

Hello, my darlings.
          	
          	Oh, how I've wanted to address all of you for so long. 
          	
          	At what point do we tell ourselves - enough. Goddamn it, I've been through enough. Let me tell you my friends - I have been through enough.
          	
          	I've been battling crippling anxiety and depression for nearly 2 years now and what a fucking roller coaster it has been. There have been days where I couldn't even get out of bed or believe that another sunset was a possibility for me, yet, here I am: living and breathing, as if the earth hasn't taken another trip around the sun.
          	
          	Sweet darlings, I have missed you. I still see your likes and comments. I still smile when one of you makes a profound proclamation in the comments and pump my fist when you've gotten it right at a point in one of my stories when a point I've been trying to make is vague and honestly, fucked up. 
          	
          	You keep me going. 
          	
          	I know I've been silent and haven't released anything recently. You have been so incredibly patient and I truly appreciate your support and kind words, so with that I want to tell you that I've been working on a new story. It's slow going and it's hard for me to pick up a pencil, but I promise you - It's coming. Please have patience with me. So much has changed over the last couple years and I'm trying very hard to salvage what's left of my life and sanity to get back to a point of normalcy, but it is so fucking hard.
          	
          	I do love all of you and I promise you, I see you; I hear you and I want to write for you. I just need time.
          	
          	Please give me a bit more time and I will give you something worth waiting for. Until then, please know, I'm trying my best.
          	
          	I wish all of you happiness and peace this holiday season.
          	
          	I love you,
          	
          	Len