LeslieTheGachaBrat
@WisteriaPetalsFall @AdrienneTheGachaBrat @BabyBlueButterflies0 @ThrxllFly_Lesbxan @-An1meN3rd I have decided to permanently make this account inactive. I am tired of having to come on here and be reminded of everything I've lost due to my stupid and selfish mistakes. I made those hate accounts as a way to relieve stress I had, and now I know that it wasn't the best way to do that. I should've just talked to someone about it instead of lashing out on others and causing drama. To those I have hurt and assaulted, I am deeply and severely sorry for what I've put you through. You didn't deserve any of that or what I said to you, any of you. I deserved all of the hate, all of the confrontation, and all of the accusations. I lied to the one person I thought would never grow tired of me and thought I could easily get away with it when I honestly just should've told him what I was doing and talked to him about how I felt in the first place. I never should've made those stupid hate accounts and now that I see how immature and stupid I was even though it was only recently I realize how childish I was acting simply because of how upset I was feeling and how down I was. Just because I was angry at myself for letting everyone down and worrying about my father's health I lashed out at everyone and became a monster, something nobody wants to associate themselves with. For that I am deeply, severely sorry. And to Jackson, just know I don't hate you or resent you for cutting off contact with me. I completely respect your decision and you had every reason to do what you did. Although we might not ever come into contact again in the future, I do hope that maybe, one day, possibly in another life, we can meet and start over again. We can't start over now due to my selfish and immature actions, bt maybe we could try once things get calmer again, but only if you wish to. To Lainey, I am sorry for being the worst friend you could ever have. I never wanted to lie to you. (1/2)
LeslieTheGachaBrat
And for that I am sorry. But for now I need to take time away from any and all social media to reflect on myself, get my act together, and hopefully grow up and become more mature. Again, to those I have lied to and/or hurt, I am deeply sorry. I hope we can all start over again soon. For now, however, this is goodbye. I, sadly, need time to fix my own problems and to become a better, more mature, more responsible person. To those I have lost contact with over the last few days, please don't hurt yourself. Stay safe, drink water, remind yourself of all of the good memories we've shared with one another, all of that. And now I bid all of you adieu. I will not be deleting my account, but I will be permanently logging out of it. I don't know if I plan to come back to Wattpad or even go to YouTube or Instagram at all. It's probably not going to happen since I'm honestly completely done with this site after what I've done and faced (rightfully deserving of it, of course). And to all of those who supported me and had my back for the longest amount of time, I thank you deeply from the very bottom of my heart. Now, like I said, I am now permanently logging out of this account for good. I might return with a whole new account and label/brand, or I might not. We'll all see how things go in the coming year or two. Jackson, have a lovely life without me. Miss you, love you, wish we still talked. Now this is a permanent goodbye. <3 (2/2)