LeslieVermin

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I guess I kinda just grew up and stuff, my old fanfictions on her seem so genuinely clingy ngl. At least I think I got more mature, to me at least, I'm not really as hot headed as I was before, and I like to think I'm a lot nicer now, so, yeah. Now that I really think about it, I was so fucking embarrassing 2020 through 2022, I'm also pretty sure I burned way too many bridges to count. I kinda hope those people are doing well now. Y'know that feeling you get when you remember some stuff you did and you think to yourself, "wow...that was kinda shitty." Yeah, that, to be honest, I don't really know what to do, trying to reconcile is out of the question, not like I'd want to anyways, I kinda want them to live a normal life. To be honest I don't know why I went along with that guy's shitty little plan, so fuckin stupid. And I did all that for a guy who threatened suicide so many times I don't know if I stopped caring or if he just let it go. Obviously I didn't want him to kill himself, but I feel like I could only deal with it so many times before I kinda just imploded. I like to think I got better at dealing with stuff, I'm definitely not following some guy's dumbass little schemes anymore at least, so yeah, 2024 and I got character growth I guess.
          	
          	If anyone that I used to know from that time comes across this, uhmmmm, Hi! I'm so sorry you had to know me during that time, hope you have a good life now, genuinely.

LeslieVermin

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I guess I kinda just grew up and stuff, my old fanfictions on her seem so genuinely clingy ngl. At least I think I got more mature, to me at least, I'm not really as hot headed as I was before, and I like to think I'm a lot nicer now, so, yeah. Now that I really think about it, I was so fucking embarrassing 2020 through 2022, I'm also pretty sure I burned way too many bridges to count. I kinda hope those people are doing well now. Y'know that feeling you get when you remember some stuff you did and you think to yourself, "wow...that was kinda shitty." Yeah, that, to be honest, I don't really know what to do, trying to reconcile is out of the question, not like I'd want to anyways, I kinda want them to live a normal life. To be honest I don't know why I went along with that guy's shitty little plan, so fuckin stupid. And I did all that for a guy who threatened suicide so many times I don't know if I stopped caring or if he just let it go. Obviously I didn't want him to kill himself, but I feel like I could only deal with it so many times before I kinda just imploded. I like to think I got better at dealing with stuff, I'm definitely not following some guy's dumbass little schemes anymore at least, so yeah, 2024 and I got character growth I guess.
          
          If anyone that I used to know from that time comes across this, uhmmmm, Hi! I'm so sorry you had to know me during that time, hope you have a good life now, genuinely.

LeslieVermin

When you give someone a note saying that u wanna be friends with them and then days later they say hi to u in the hallway so now it's Sunday and ur in bed crying Abt it at 3am cuz u don't know if they wanna be friends or if they just being nice...
          
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