Lettie

I have to pee

Christmas SUCKED this year. Hope y’all had a much merrier one! Wishing everyone a happy new year!!

I am SO not meant to be a writer. I started writing what might be a book tonight cause it just popped into my head and wouldn’t leave and omg do I keep like day dreaming scenes while writing so it’s very slow going. I just looked at the time, 4 AM!!, and I’ve got like just over 2k words done yet I’ve been sitting ‘writing’ since midnight. Make it make sense

I feel I must bare my shame, make a public announcement, put it out there into the world, so that no one else can shame me for it. So that it won’t be recognized as shame. My armor is to show how exposed I am and make jokes out of it. “Haha can you believe i did that” to hide my insecurities. Sometimes I must sew my mouth to prevent my anxieties from bubbling out  too. This falsity I’ve created

Wattpad is a money whore that keeps trying to paywall me. I even get promo notifications (the only notification I get from them anymore). It’s ridiculous, if you can I suggest moving your writing to ao3 and reading there instead.

I give it a 5/10 the random ‘hard rock’ rollercoaster kept closing down and for being Harry Potter World there should’ve been more Potterhead rides

Went to Harry Potter World and idk why there was minion stuff there and the Simpsons was really outta pocket but you should totally check it out

I'm supposed to "network" so if you want to connect on LinkedIn lmk. If you want to complain about how much effort goes into getting a decent job offer, also lmk. College is awful, but I love it ig. T-T

I’m in my TikTok era. I just keep posting and posting. Like every couple hours. Send help! I don’t even have followers on there 

If you’ve read the Uglies trilogy, you should go watch the movie and give me your opinion.