~on hiatus for now~

mavis it has been a while
          
          but, i’m back (sorta)
          
          i’m gonna be rewriting some stories, making some new ones, etc.
          
          also, maybe going some stuff for other fandoms.
          
          also, might be looking for some beta readers for chapters!! so message me if you wanna help :)
          
          anyways, hopefully i’ll be writing more and such <3

*sigh*
          
          y’all, i’m sorry, but we goin on hiatus for a lil bit. 
          
          not super serious, just like personal business, and being stuck with my kinda toxic fam for 6 months is not doing wonders for my mental health.
          
          you can still message me for anything, but i just won’t really be writing. 
          
          when i come back, i should have some new chapters, so. 
          
          see you space cowboys!!!!

hi!! so, this is kinda just a writing tip for writing characters who have panic attacks so that they are portrayed correctly in fanfic!!
          
          this is coming from someone who gets panic attacks, but every experiences them differently!!!
          
          1.) heavy breathing. a lot. like one time i had a panic attack that morphed into an asthma attack. not good time
          
          2.) i sometimes end up crying. it happens. 
          
          3.) what helps calm the character down? some common ones are listening to music, tapping, wiggling fingers and toes, counting by a number (ex: 3, 6, 9) or counting up and down from a number (ex: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1)
          
          4.) what triggers it? it can be high emotions, yelling, or just an object that has bad emotions attached with it.
          
          5.) was there any aftermath? did the panic attack have an affect on someone? once i had a panic attack while wearing a red bandana, and now i can’t wear my red bandana for more than 5 minutes without having another panic attack. 
          
          6.) you aren’t instantly better after having one. it can take a while to go back to being semi normal. 
          
          these are just my personal experiences, so add on it you have anything else!!
          
          love y’all!!!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ (๑>◡<๑)
          

quick question: do people actually blush when they are embarrassed, or can blush at all? cause like, i know that anime and cartoons do it all the time, but i just like, can’t blush. at all

so like, it’s the last day of pride month 
          
          *cue gay crying*
          
          but i’m still continuing my lgbtq book, so um, yeah.
          
          also expect a belles to remember update sometime next week, although i’ll try to get it out earlier.
          
          cause like, i still have online camps.
          
          so yeah, bye

random thing: someone asked what was wrong with march in that belles to remember chapter. 
          
          so like, lemme explain.
          
          MARCH IS NOTHING. IT HAS NO HOLIDAYS, IT HAS LITERALLY NO DAYS OFF FROM SCHOOL, NOTHING, NADA. I DISLIKE MARCH WITH THE PASSION OF A THOUSAND WATERFALLS, AND YALL CAN FIGHT ME ON THIS.
          
          also if you’re birthday’s in march i’m sorry for you.

should i draw another jellyfish or a mushroom garden on my wall

my friend: hey, are you gay?
          my brain: play dumb!
          me: what’s a gay?
          my brain: not that dumb!

i could do something productive during quarantine
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          i could do something meaningful
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          but no, i’m making a worm on a string skirt

y’all look at me not taking like 3 months to publish a new chapter