I could've died, and just saved everyone's time. I wouldn't be heartbroken, and I would be with my mom and dad. I should've died! I hate my life, I hate myself, I hate what my world has become, I hate not seeing or talking to my best friend and brother, I can't talk to the love of my life, nothings worth it, my whole world went down the drain. I had my amazing parents, my best friend as a neighbour, the love of my life and everything was great. I'm not sure anymore. I wish I would've died when I had the chance ~Lexi