Lexiismyname3344

Well, I was feeling really great for awhile. 
          Now, I can't do this anymore. Time for a relapse, I guess! 
          Even though I feel so very depressed, I won't kill myself, not today. I promise.

Today was a great day! 
          
          Just kidding, when do I ever have a good day?

To my Parents,
          
          I have a chemical imbalance in my brain. This causes me to hate every cell of my body. It sometimes causes me to cut. (Not paper) You don't know this. I know for a fact that I'm depressed, but I haven't been officially diagnosed.
          
          Even though you don't know, I can't help but think.
          
          You know, you didn't raise me to do chores. You didn't raise me correct at all. I can't even handle fucking school! But, you still expect me to do all these chores that you never assigned me.
          
          I am a piece of shit. I know this. So, stop fucking reminding me!!!!
          
          Love, 
                     your overly depressed, self harming daughter 

I have realized how truly depressed I am. All I ever want to fucking do is cut, cut, cut, cut, cut! 
          
          Cutting is like being addicted to drugs.
          
          Don't fucking start