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Ang tagal na nung umalis ka pero parang kahapon lang. Everything is still fresh like shit and Im trying to convince myself evryday na hindi na kita mahal pero the more I deny the more it feels like hell. Ang sakit na binigay mo ay parang tattoo na hinding hindi maglalaho at tumibok pa rin ang puso ko para sayo. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit hindi ko magawang hilingin sa aking puso na tumigil? I just want to stop this heartache I have for months. Its too heavy to handle and I feel so miserable knowing na ako ang talo dito. Knowing you're already happy while Im still here questioning myself what I have done wrong to deserve all of this, still trying to fix every broken pieces of me.