Just so confused,should I say yes or no? Should I just turn him down? I have been asked out by my so called handsome cousin who is like an year older than me,I replied that I will answer him today but I don't know,being in a relationship would distract me from studies but I also need someone to hold on. He asked me out with happiness and hope in his eyes and I can't resist him! But being in a relationship would also be awkward since I don't really let boys touch me and if becomes my boyfriend,he would of coarse hold my hand and do things which do and I'm gonna be acting crazy and weirds. I'm so frustrated!