Elizabeth

I feel like writing something new... But I'm not sure about it. I want to write again. Just my thoughts are so jumbled with stress of everyday stuff that I can't properly sit down and write. 
          
          Also not even sure if anyone reads my stories or not... 
          
          Much prayers and positive thoughts for you all

So I was recently contacted by someone claiming to be from a different app. Asking me to contact about writing/putting my work there. I'm not the only one. But I feel it's a scam. So important works of mine, my poetry and my one novel I unpublished. I feel saddened but the work I put into both, it's like my children. I one day do want them out there. But published in my name and legitimately done so. 
          Copyrighted so no one can pass them off as theirs. And I know plenty of Wattpad authors who have been robbed of their hard work. 
          So if you did read anything that's been unpublished. I'm sorry. I just don't want my work stolen from me. I hope you understand
          
          Much love and prayers for you all

I published a new book, it's a collection of poetry I've written. It may not be that good. I mean I'm my worse critic anyway. It's just things I've written to get out my emotions of certain events in my life. 

I published the second chapter to Into the dark. Working on the third. I will be publishing all chapters then going through them to edit as needed. 

So.... I read Into the Dark to my fiance last night, the first chapter that's posted here. He was playing 7 days to die on our PS4 and we usually do this tradition of story time. I usually read random stuff but I decided to get on here and we'll he liked it. So we'll I'm gonna put more of it on here. Definitely edit the story more. And yea... So look for it in the future

So I forgot to actually post a message but I have recently put up to updates to two of my stories, if anyone is interested.
          
          I know I promise to write more all the time. Just I can't tell if it's a lack of inspiration, or a lack of motivation. 
          
          Maybe I'm not the writer I used to think I am. I know at least one writer on here I motivated and encourage them, honestly even helped as an editor for them. Maybe I just don't have a writers touch anymore. 
          
          I keep saying it's writer's block, that I have so many ideas swarming but just can't sit and put them together and make anything happen. 
          
          Sorry for my rambling, I'll try to get something going.

Is anyone actually interested in anything I've written?
          
          I'm not even sure anything I've wrote has any fans at all. If anyone wants me to update stories or to write something new. 
          
          All that aside, I hope you all stay safe, spend time with your family, I wish you all good health

I hope everyone is doing well, and everyone stays safe. 
          
          With all this time on my hands, I'm considering working on my books. Even considering possibly working on a previously discontinued book. 
          
          I really need to get back into writing and this is a best time to do so. 
          
          I'm not even sure how many are even still reading my books. 

So I've had artist block for almost two years. Yesterday I received some upsetting news. A family member I was close to passed away. I shared my poetry through emails, and received replies with pieces they wrote. I was happy to know I wasn't the only "poet" in the family. I'm not sure when I'll write, or paint or even sing again. So much has happened in the past two years. Happy things, sad things and I just don't know how to do any of my art anymore.

So I have one new chapter up. I unpublished the ripper and succubus story. I'm not sure when I'll publish it. Maybe when it's actually going somewhere storyline. Right now it's more of an idea.  Happy reading