LickingYourToes

no cuz i did not just re-download this app for some reader insert

LickingYourToes

i remember when my uncle visited me/my grandma's house
          for some background, he smokes (fortunately not weed), so he has his own little compact to put his cigarettes
          
          Anyways, so he went talking with the rest of the family, 
          
          i saw the compact and CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT LMFAO—
          
          i straight up took the compact,
          
          opened it,
          
          
          
          
          went to the TRASH CAN
          
          
          And DUMPED all of the cigarettes in the trash(・▽・ )
          
          
          
          I quickly realized what i just did,
          
          
          laughed maniacally for a bit, while muttering “no smoking, bitch”
          
          
          then took some TISSUE PAPER
          
          and threw it in the trash, COVERING THE CIGARETTES
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          when my uncle opened the cigarette box/compact and found NOTHING, everyone went CRAZY KSHAJSHJAJA
          
          and i just sat there innocently(◕ᴗ◕✿)

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Hey besties,
          I made the grave mistake of watching *Banana Fish* RIGHT AFTER watching Yuri on Ice, Given, & Doukyuusei 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          How the fuck am i supposed to recover?

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@-MANGOMOMMYMILKERS- oh Doukyuusei is actually my trying to cope with Given angst, it has a pretty simple plotline! /srs
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@LickingYourToes damn felt that-
            
            but i want to cry more so what’s Doukyuusei-
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I'm so jealous of all the frogs who's only concern is to not get eaten or some shit,
          because recently I just remember making a damn GACHA LIFE video of the CRUSH SONG, and I LEGIT put ‘My crush named [censored his name out of second hand embarrassment]’ as the LOVE INTEREST'S NAME TAG

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[this is a *vent*, i don't want to be comforted by some uwu-wholsome-positive-vibes-only bullshit, also bcuz this is a vent... there might be possible trigger warnings in what I'm gonna write abt]
          
          
          I'm tired. 
          I'm tired of trying to keep my mind clear so that i can function properly. even as I'm typing this I'm trying my best to make a proper sentence.
          (I really need professional help lmao)
          aNyWaYs, it's midterms rn, and the subjects were math and.... civic education??(i used google translate for that one—)
          And now I'm DRAINED.  I literally don't have an ounce of motivation to do anything.
          I wanna cry, but NOTHING comes out (wink wonk). I feel like i might faint any second now....
          
          
          
          Maybe it's better if i faint and fall into a coma
          
          
          Since I've been feeling like absolute shit for the past year(or maybe even longer than that), ofc i have a coping mechanism 
          It's by creating a fantasy world inside my head.
          But I think it backfired AKSHSDZJJZ—
          PLS IT'S LITERALLY MAKING ME HARDER TO DISTINGUISH REALITY AND FANTASY AAHSJAJJSHAJAFSJSKBAHhzgHELPSHJSNSB
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          uhhhhhhhhhhh, idk what else to write
          
          
          
          
          since I'm so used to not processing my emotions properly, i get into my clown persona easily
          
          
          
          so yeAAHHH, BYE
          I wanna read some fanfiction ✨