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Happy weekends bubs ! ❤️

Hello once again to you lovely people. I came here to share with you a poem that I read in a book for school titled "Love (III)" by George Herbert: 
          
          Love bade me welcome; yet my soul drew back,
          Guilty of dust and sin.
          But quick-eyed Love, observing me grow slack
          From my first entrance in,
          Drew nearer to me, sweetly questioning
          If I lacked anything. 
          
          "A guest." I answered, "worthy to be here." Love said, "You shall be he."
          "I, the unkind, ungrateful? Ah, my dear,
          I cannot look on thee."
          Love took my hand and smiling did rely,
          "Who made the eyes but I?"
          
          "Truth, Lord, but I have marred them; let my shame Go wherea it doth deserve." is "And know you not," says Love, "who bore the blame?" 
          "My dear, then I will serve."
          "You must sit down," says Love, "and taste my meat." 
          So I did sit and eat.

❤️❤️❤️❤️ sending you love for being an amazing sweet soul 

Once again, hi everybody. I hope you're all doing well. I just wanted to do a quick update on some awesome things that have happened in my life recently:
           #1. My family now owns two Golden Retriever sisters named Lilah Hope and Daisy Joy (Eventually I'll show pictures in an art/life update book that I'm editing). Sadly, Lilah kept trying to prey on my guinea pig, so I had to move her on to a shelf thing that's protected a little more. And if Lilah continues to try and hurt her, I'll have to move her into my room. 
           #2. I have a phone number now. I'm only saying this because I wanted to share this exciting piece of news; I will not be giving out my phone number. 
           #3. I got my Probationary License. 
           #4. I got a job at a local soup and sandwich place as a Dishwasher; I start work on the 23rd. I'm really excited, but also incredibly nervous because it's my first job. 
          
          I think that's all for now. 

Hello again everyone. I just wanted to say Happy ADHD Awareness Month! 
          
          I hope all of you are doing well and continuing to educate yourselves on important subjects, even if and when they don't directly affect you.
          
          For me personally, I've taken it upon myself to be as educated as possible on matters of mental health and disabilities. Which, Interestingly, is how I discovered I might be Autistic. But that's a story for another time. For now, know that I'm trying, and I hope you all are too. 
          
          I love you all so much! ♡♡♡

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE! 
          
          This is really late but I wanted to share something since it's Suicide Awareness Month. 
          
          I've been struggling with depression and burnout for almost four years now. Throughout the past few years I've dealt with suicidal ideation, self hatred, which of course led to self-harm. I'm not saying this as a sympathy pull, but to bring some awareness to the amount of people who are struggling. It's not just you. 
          
          I'm not even 100% sure why I'm still here. But I think part of it is because I know I have a purpose. For years I've known that I want to help people, and I want to show people love. There were multiple times wanted so badly to die but remembered my love for people. If I didn't stay to help, there's a chance no one would. I can't stand that. 
          
          If you're thinking of leaving this earth, please hold on. Good things are coming. I love you, and I know that God loves you too. You may not believe in Him, and I'm not saying you have to. But when you have nothing left but worries, stress, bitterness, and pain, why not give it all to Him? He lets us know in Romans 8:28 of the Bible that "..we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." He used all things and turns them around for good. I truly believe this. 
          
          I also thought I'd share something said by a wonderful man of God, Dr. Kevin Zadai. I can't find the exact quote (I'll post it if and when I do), but he said that God wrote our books in heaven, our destiny, with our mistakes in mind. And I'm so grateful for that because I've made a lot of mistakes! 
          
          To wrap this up, remember you're not alone and there are people who love you and want to help and support you, but they can't do that unless you let them know. 
          
          I love you guys so much even if I'm not great at showing it, please remember that. Keep fighting, it's worth it. ♡

Hello! Hope you're doing well! :)

Thank you for checking out "Every Day" over the last little while! I hope you're enjoying it! :)

Happy Autism Awareness Month to my fellow Autistics, whether professionally diagnosed or self diagnosed! ♾
          Continue to be fearlessly authentic (yes, I did steal that line from a Dove Chocolate) and love yourself unconditionally! I 100% support you all! ♡♡♡

Thanks for all the votes on “Film Out”! I hope you are enjoying it! :)