LifeEcstasy

i look so ugly eww and the fact that i've to attend farewell party on monday and tuesday is concerning

LifeEcstasy

it felt good when one of my friends actually took the effort to text me. but at the same time they went months not texting me and not caring about me. but ig its fine.
          
          is it?

LifeEcstasy

@No_JiminProtested Honestly, I've never been lucky in friendships. This friend that I am talking about; we became friends through our common friend circle and uk she's one of those introverted kids who you would tell everything to but uk nothing about them. i used to worship her a lot honestly until last jan, i realized how i was never on her priority list. okay maybe I was in them but the way i loved her, i don't think she ever liked me. i tried talking to her from time to time about this but eventually i stopped trying and now we talk only when she reaches out. honestly i find myself lazy to restore friendships. i am okay with letting them go because i know i was never a priority in the first place though they were mine
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No_JiminProtested

@LifeEcstasy It's not!! Though I might be a hypocrite to say this because I literally appreciate the small efforts my friends make even when it's me who takes the steps most of the time. I always text them first and I'm the last to leave the chat. I always understand when they're busy and never complain. I don't expect anything in return but their friendship. But viewing it from a third person's perspective, it isn't fair. In any relationship, be it friendship or whatever, everyone should be equal in terms of love and attention as well as efforts.
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No_JiminProtested

Dude your reading lists are so accurate OMG 

LifeEcstasy

@No_JiminProtested you are the first person to say it; and honestly seeing this made my day <3
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No_JiminProtested

@No_JiminProtested LMAO BUT THE NAMES ARE LITERALLY SO COOL! And they're accurate af OMG 
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LifeEcstasy

@No_JiminProtested lmao are they? i've never felt so cause like every book i read def goes under underrated af and dramatic sniff lmaoo
            
            Thank you for saying that, bub <3
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LifeEcstasy

Wattpad really needs to give you notifications every time someone hearts a comment. I LITERALLY GOT 40 HEARTS FOR A COMMENT IN A BOOK AND I NEVER KNEW UNTIL SOMEONE COMMENTED UNDER MINE WTF
          
          MOM PEOPLE LIKE MY COMMENTS

No_JiminProtested

@LifeEcstasy frrrr except I hope it's not the "removing DMs" kind of update
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LifeEcstasy

@wonderlino @No_JiminProtested wattpad really needs an update
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No_JiminProtested

@LifeEcstasy FOR REAL OMG IT'S THE NEED OF THE GENERATION
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LifeEcstasy

the fact that I cross check my texts with ChatGPT before I send them to a person cause I don't want them to feel like I am targeting them but at the same time want them to know I am offended. 
          
          sighs; things you gotta do to make friendships last

WhatAtinyWorld

@LifeEcstasy wow x_x I'm sorry, that's commitment tho 
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