LifeIsNeeded

My best friend.. My favorite person.. he deleted his account.. 
          
          Ivan has been there for me for about 4 years now. Through family drama... losses... even fights. I love Ivan to death and I can't imagine not knowing him. But now he's out of my life....forever...

There is something that no one knows about me... idk if I should say it or not..

Happy Friday the 13th

Omg.. just got home from what was the best/worst week of my life.

Hello Son!

Oof I'm not ok rn..

Well Elaine can talk. Not they way I would like her too.. 
          
          Elaine: a baba?
          Me:no hunny. Mommy's busy.
          Elaine: pwez?
          Me: in a minute baby. 
          Elaine:Uck my ussy!
          
          Translation:suck my pussy... 
          
          I'm gonna murder my sister for teaching her suck thing

I have my first visit with her since she has been gone today.. I'm excited 
          

I am officially a mom with no child...

*sighs* well... CPS came... I have 24 hours with Elaine before they put her in foster care..yay...