Lightman07

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…Hello everyone. I’m so sorry that I don’t write much. I’ve had a lot of stuff going on the past year, and I’m sorry for disappointing everybody, and letting y’all down if I had some good ideas. High school really sucks, and I’ve been struggling with mental health issues for a while, but I am trying to keep things together but damn trigonometry is hard. This is a bit of a venting post, so sorry if this gets lengthy, and y’all don’t have to read it. I’ve gotten comments about promoting on Neobook, and I have no clue what that is. Im just sorry for having all this shit going down, and I’m probably being dramatic but sometimes I think that everybody wishes I’d kill myself, so yeah. Aside from that my parents aren’t being the chillest with me attempting to come out as trans to them and trying to be like “I don’t know who you are” bullshit, but hey, I’ll “take it like a man” as my grandparents say despite that being toxic masculinity and wrong because I’m a girl. I guess that the only people I can trust are those who are like me in various ways. Someone sexually harassed me for being trans recently and the school won’t do anything, and I’m just so angry and frustrated. And I can’t even blame them since I was horrible with boundaries to one of my crushes and ended up ruining our friendship because I was too fucking stupid to know when to stop and it took other people to say that I was going to far. And I just want to kill myself because of it. I didn’t even touch him once I just say whatever comes to mind with no filter at all and it hurts people. I wish I could be normal, instead getting stuck with this brain that hates me. My parents don’t believe I’m trans or neurodivergent, and try and get me to do things their way. Anyway, I’m done complaining now, and I don’t know why I’m posting this, but maybe if somebody can say something to help… it would be greatly appreciated. I probably won’t write much anymore, but I will be around. Thanks guys, this is Lexi, signing off

Lightman07

this message may be offensive
…Hello everyone. I’m so sorry that I don’t write much. I’ve had a lot of stuff going on the past year, and I’m sorry for disappointing everybody, and letting y’all down if I had some good ideas. High school really sucks, and I’ve been struggling with mental health issues for a while, but I am trying to keep things together but damn trigonometry is hard. This is a bit of a venting post, so sorry if this gets lengthy, and y’all don’t have to read it. I’ve gotten comments about promoting on Neobook, and I have no clue what that is. Im just sorry for having all this shit going down, and I’m probably being dramatic but sometimes I think that everybody wishes I’d kill myself, so yeah. Aside from that my parents aren’t being the chillest with me attempting to come out as trans to them and trying to be like “I don’t know who you are” bullshit, but hey, I’ll “take it like a man” as my grandparents say despite that being toxic masculinity and wrong because I’m a girl. I guess that the only people I can trust are those who are like me in various ways. Someone sexually harassed me for being trans recently and the school won’t do anything, and I’m just so angry and frustrated. And I can’t even blame them since I was horrible with boundaries to one of my crushes and ended up ruining our friendship because I was too fucking stupid to know when to stop and it took other people to say that I was going to far. And I just want to kill myself because of it. I didn’t even touch him once I just say whatever comes to mind with no filter at all and it hurts people. I wish I could be normal, instead getting stuck with this brain that hates me. My parents don’t believe I’m trans or neurodivergent, and try and get me to do things their way. Anyway, I’m done complaining now, and I don’t know why I’m posting this, but maybe if somebody can say something to help… it would be greatly appreciated. I probably won’t write much anymore, but I will be around. Thanks guys, this is Lexi, signing off

CrazySolar_System

Hey Lex! I was kinda debating whether to keep my preferred name as Grayson or change to Freddy,because I'm kinda liking the name Freddy but idk if I should change,keep it,or use both,can you help with it?

CrazySolar_System

@Lightman07 Same,we can cry together
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Lightman07

@LazyAu_Friends gods I can’t wait to see you guys imma cry when I see you
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CrazySolar_System

@Lightman07 Alright! Thanks for the help,I was kinda debating for a bit
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Lightman07

Yay I’ve decided to not do the owl house, and have started my own original fantasy novel. Hopefully I’ll update frequently and I’ll try and include pictures off of Pinterest from where I’m getting my inspiration as well as descriptions. I’m going to eventually create a “guidebook” to the world that Morrana lives in, which will include maps, and pictures of what I imagine the different faction’s armor and will have in depth descriptions on different cultures, languages, traditions, clothing, and details on the leaders of the different factions and countries/kingdoms/clans/empires/whatever. I really really hope some of you read it, and I’m going to be showing my English teacher this. Hope you enjoy and read to your heart’s content.

Lightman07

Sorry for not writing in a while, I’ve lost my motivation and am extremely busy with school, I’ve decided to discontinue my owl house au book as it follows a little to closely to another writer’s book for my comfort. Have a wonderful day/week/month till whenever I can write again