Jay Walker

Despite it being the holidays, my school orchestra called me back for rehearsal. And i was called in earlier for leadership duties as well. So i was in school from 8am to 5pm working like a dog. I ate like, cup noodles for lunch? yeah. And during orchestra i twisted my ankle and i’m in so much pain i wanted to cry on the way home. And tomorrow we’re having an open house so i had to go collect stickers we had sent for printing. So i got home at 7.30. I left my house at 7.30 am and got home at 7.30pm. And i genuinely wanted to cry from the exhaustion and pain mixed together. And i find out dinner was something i openly disliked so i asked for something else because they gave my sister something else and my mum scolded me for being ungrateful. And i think it was everything mixed together and i went to bed and cried. And my mum got so mad that she hit my right foot with a fucking PLATE. and she told me to stop crying and told me “your left foots the one that got hurt, don’t confuse that with the right foot i hit”. WHO TELLS THAT TO THEIR KID TF

O’level paper for language ooooooooo i’m manifesting an A :))))

At this point i think my parents are just dumb LMAOOO like so many of my teachers have complained i have attention issues and say i don’t pay attention in class and rather than asking if i’m ok or anything their only repose is that i’m lazy like brother if every single teacher has been complaining about me you gotta realise that it’s something i can’t control LMAOO(The school councillor told me to get tested for ADHD but i’m terrified of asking my parents to let me get diagnosed)

Ok so schools over, but i have an O level Paper for my mother tongue so they called as back this week. I thought the lesson was at 9 and i was planning to leave at 8 AND THEN REALISED THE LESSON IS AT 8

how fake are your friends
          
          mine: told me they were going to a mall a bit far from school but i said i’ll go cuz i was bored. Said they weren’t going and everyone got off at diff stops and i thought they went home……….
          
          later i saw on one of their stories that they DID infanct go to the mall……:Just without me and lied (one of the girls said her mum said no but she was there as well)

my aunt died this morning…… and they didn’t tell me till 5pm. She died at 7am im crying what the actual fuck (in my parents defence I didn’t have my phone im school and in the 7-5 span my dad caught a flight AND landed)

I JUST GOT INDIRECTLY CALLED AND EMBARRASSMENT BY MY PARENTS CUZ I DIDNT DO WELL FOR MY EXAMSSS LMAAAOOOO (also they took my phone so updates are gonna be a bit slower*

i didn’t wanna go to a friends place because i have a dental appointment plus its a religious tradition thing and i cried cuz my mum wanted me to wear this ugly ass yellow dress that’s tight and prickly and i think my just overstimulated and sensitive cuz the second she made me wear a necklace i sobbed. And my dad in his anger issue fashion slapped me LMAOOOOO

bombed every single final but at least it’s over 

my chem paper is in an hour and my delulu ass thought i could cram everything last night and i couldn’t sleep till 5.30 despite going to sleep at 1am. And now imm even more cooked for my Chem paper