LightsaberEwok

Alright folks, I figure I should share my update schedule now that I’m back  
          	
          	I will be solely working on the Motivation rewrite in terms of publishing, aiming for the OG schedule of once a week. Y’know, back when this fic was at its peak and somehow got to the number one spot in… was it the #bnha or the #mha tag? No idea. One of the two, maybe both. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
          	
          	At the time of writing this announcement, the new Chapter One has since been published (last Thursday) and Chapter Two is set to drop this Thursday at 8 am EST.
          	
          	I just finished Chapter Three a couple minutes ago, so once I look over that for any errors, it’ll be set to drop the following Thursday.
          	
          	Sounds good? Crazy.

LightsaberEwok

Alright folks, I figure I should share my update schedule now that I’m back  
          
          I will be solely working on the Motivation rewrite in terms of publishing, aiming for the OG schedule of once a week. Y’know, back when this fic was at its peak and somehow got to the number one spot in… was it the #bnha or the #mha tag? No idea. One of the two, maybe both. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 
          
          At the time of writing this announcement, the new Chapter One has since been published (last Thursday) and Chapter Two is set to drop this Thursday at 8 am EST.
          
          I just finished Chapter Three a couple minutes ago, so once I look over that for any errors, it’ll be set to drop the following Thursday.
          
          Sounds good? Crazy.

LightsaberEwok

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Whoops I forgot Wattpad existed again-
          
          I'm honestly terrified to see when the last time I updated my fics was because DAMN, was that a long time ago
          
          Theoretically, I could start updating again, but that would require me to actually stick to a fic for once instead of coming up with a new one every few weeks (days, more like).
          
          Hmmm.
          
          Or, and hear me out now: I publish a shit ton of fics with only one chapter done and the rest finished in my head. That sounds like a great idea and definitely not terrible-
          
          Uh.
          
          Anyway. My apologies for not updating fics like Motivation in a while, my mental health was kinda shot and school was hell and publishing what I've written was the last thing on my mind.
          
          Also, I cringe so hard looking at my old writing even if y'all might like it. It's hard to get into some of those characters' heads now, and my writing style's changed a bit from the last time y'all saw me. 
          
          So... odds are, if I do update, it'll be after rereading the fuckfest that was my early writing to refresh my memory and trying to make it not suck. But who knows, we'll see if I manage to control the urge to make a new fic every five seconds.

LightsaberEwok

I… have nothing to say for myself. I’ve been gone for quite some time without warning.      
          
          If I’m being honest, it’s mostly because I’ve moved over to Ao3. Not for writing, but for reading.
          
          I am still writing, don’t get me wrong, but it’s kinda hard to stick with one fic when you have over 50 WIPs in your drafts and more coming every time you try to write.
          
          I may or may not have a problem-
          
          Regardless of that fact, I’ve more or less fallen out of the My Hero Academia fandom. Whether or not I return, only time will tell, but I haven’t given up on Motivation just yet. 
          
          As of right now, I’m trying to focus on a single fic. It’s in the MCU, and it’s been in my drafts for quite some time now, but I’ve finally gotten around to it.
          
          Looking back on things, I can tell that my writing style has definitely changed. Changed to the point where I’m not sure I can effectively write Kazue at the moment, but I’ll have to reread everything I’ve written before giving it another go. I will admit, there are quite a few small plot holes that no one has pointed out, but I’ve noticed.
          
          Honestly, I think the main issue here is that I hold myself to extremely high standards, and that includes my own writing. I do have a beta reader now, but I didn’t when I first started writing.
          
          Motivation was the first fic I ever seriously wrote with the intention of posting, and I don’t want to lose it.
          
          I’ll keep you guys posted, but I just figured I should let those of you who have read it know that I’ll get back to it, no matter how long it takes.
          
          My sincerest apologies, LightsaberEwok.

LightsaberEwok

You guys are so nice
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zumanyflowers

@LightsaberEwok I know how it feels so take your time :) (although it might not actually make you feel better fhdjf)
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CrystalExarch

@LightsaberEwok it's alright, I'm truly glad your back and doing well!! Take care of yourself though!! I'll read anything you'll write 
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CrystalExarch

Hey! How're u doin? (Changed my username 

LightsaberEwok

@ChameleonEgoist 
            Ohhhhh, hey :)
            Blue Lock is so good so I completely get ya there. I went ahead and read the manga after finishing what the anime has out to the point where I’m waiting for the next chapter. It’s so good holy-
            
            ….I may or may not have a Blue Lock OC in my drafts somewhere.
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CrystalExarch

It's me Chainsawpochita but I kinda fell out of the chainsawman phase and got really into blue lock 
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LightsaberEwok

Ngl I should probably update something soon
          
          Pick a book and I’ll write a chapter:
          1 - Motivation
          2 - Snowflake
          3 - Two Shots of Insanity
          4 - Brave Enough (aka the random Star Wars fic no one asked for)
          5 - New fic (of any fandom I’m in) to further escalate my procrastination issues

CrystalExarch

@LightsaberEwok I CANT DECIDE!!!! Just uhhhh pick a random number out a hat or something 
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LightsaberEwok

Ngl I should probably update something soon
          
          Pick a book and I’ll write a chapter:
          1 - Motivation
          2 - Snowflake
          3 - Two Shots of Insanity
          4 - Brave Enough (aka the random Star Wars fic no one asked for)
          5 - New fic (of any fandom I’m in) to further escalate my procrastination issues

LightsaberEwok

Can’t see the replies T~T
            I have to go into my notifications to see them
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LightsaberEwok

I swear to everything holy, why can’t I watch anything anymore without imagining a brand new character in it and wanting to write a fic? 
          
          
           I finished Wednesday yesterday and have already started writing a fic-
          
          Send help plz I need to finish my published WIPs first TwT

LightsaberEwok

@ChainsawPochita 
            Same lmao
            Only, this time’s on a sketchy third-party website and I’m pausing it every two seconds to write out scenes
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CrystalExarch

@LightsaberEwok OMG you watched Wednesday too? It was soooo good, I might rewatch it soon
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LightsaberEwok

@grizellle 
            I swear they’re purely just self-indulgent at this point. Most people don’t read fanfics for original characters in the first place, let alone ones centered around guys.
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