Rest in enteral happiness LIAM PAYNE FLY HIGH ANGEL I lost my grandmother last year now one of my idols. 😭💔🕊️💐

Can't believe we've lost our beloved daddy direction. Most of my stories I read consists of 1D. As a former member/directioner of the 1D fandom. I can feel us all grieving and mourning so badly. Please take the time to take care of yourselves. Please. 🙏🏽  I can't help but feel I lost a close connection with a hero/personal friend. I'm 23 so I grew up in the 2010's with him and the boys. He was the saving grace of my darkest days. And in the end. He didn't have anyone to save him from his. He warned us. Crazy to think I'll never be able to tell him happy birthday again since it was 2 days after mine. So devastated with this one. My birthday will never be the same. I hope his family, friends, the boys, his son, us fans (new/old) and his parents, all seek whatever is they need to heal from this tragedy. I hate that this ever happened to him. It's so heartbreaking. He saved so many lives and people. No one saved him in the end. I wish they everyone who knew he was struggling did something about it. He sacrificed his happiness for everyone else's he was SELFLESS. And if only he knew...he's so loved and deserves so much better than this fate. My inner child/teen/adult is destroyed. Fly high angel, you're with the angels now where you belong babe. WE LOVE YOU AND WE MISS YOU. It was WAY too soon. 💐🕊️💔😭