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HI, I AM ASHLEY AND I WAS RECENTLY- A FEW WEEKS AGO EXTREMELY SUICIDAL AND ON THE VERGE OF ENDING MY LIFE BUT NOW OVER THE PAST LIKE TWO WEEKS I HAVE BEEN FEELING NUMB AND I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL. I CAN NOT SMILE OR LAUGH NOR CRY. AND I AM ALSO FEELING LIKE I AM TRAPPED IN SOMEONE ELSES BODY AND I AM ALSO GOING THROUGH DEPERSONALIZATION-DEREALIZATION DISORDER (DDD) AGAIN. AND I AM NOT AFRAID OF DYING, IN FACT THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT RIGHT NOW. I AM ALSO A EXTREMELY VIOLENT PERSON AND I JOKE ABOUT VIOLENCE ALOT SO IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE BY THAT THEN I SUGGEST THAT YOU BLOCK ME OR SOMETHING BUT PLEASE DO NOT REPORT ME FOR IT LOL. AND ALSO I HAVE A PET CAT NAMED "Vitani" AND SHE MEANS FUCKING EVERYTHING TO ME, BUT I AM ALSO MORE OF A DOG PERSON THEN CAT PERSON, IVE ALWAYS ADORED DOGS A TRILLION TIMES MORE THEN CATS BUT STILL IF ANYONE EVEN LOOKS IN VITANIS DIRECTION I WILL LITERALLY FUCKING RIP OUT THEIR EYES AND SLIT THEIR THROAT. BUT YEAH.