Aux

Hey babes! Hope you’re doing well. It’s ace!

im..
          Im going to..
          im going to lose my shit over hair dye.
          im cutting myself over fucking hair dye.
          and you know what..
          i have the urge to fall of a roof over hair dye.
          But I guess I won't...
          Because I don't have the balls..
          And I know sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind..
          But..
          I'll stay alive..

So,, I just realized that the Twitter art clique I was in for Twenty Øne Piløts kicked me out..
          I think its due to the September situation in one of my rants below because the person from it was in the group chat...
          I'm really upset tbh..I had friends in there..
          So I may uploading art on @slowdownonmonday
          But..
          Yeah..

Seriously just realized my other significant other of 3 months has not only not replied to my texts but has also not texting me on our now 3 month anniversary,,,
          Hurts a lil',,
          

//Rant Part 3//
          Seriously depressed and suicidal,, this is now two days back to back I've lost my longest friends..
          
          Going on the main now,,

Rant Part 2//
          I'm getting so much anxiety that I didn't understand Ace's explanation because my phone is so old,, im sorry fucking scared,,
          
          Well long story short,, they're gone,,
          False alarm isn't coming back,,, im sorry,,
          
          Well..
          When my mental health is better...we may start a new band..
          
          But that'll be awhile..

T//W Depression, Anxiety,  Suicidal thoughts
          So I contacted my long best friend from June, their name is Ace, I  contacted them in regards to false alarm
          So I contacted them and they said they really needed to call because its urgent.
          Well..my phone is reallt old..so calls don't work well only text I so I couldn't understand what they were saying or their explanation,,, but I'm scared into may be linked to something else, ,
          So fun..I didn't understand their explanation..
          And then I text them saying I couldn't understand them,
          And they said
          "Im sorry but I can't contact you anymore I just can't...."
          Their goes friend two of the longest friends I've had here. And they said they cant contact me in the future either..

FUN WHEN YOUR MOM BULLIES YOU AND SAYS YOUR HAIRCUT LOOKS LIKE DONALD TRUMP AND LOKKS STUPID, GUY, GIRL, OR LLAMA

///Vent T/w self harm mentioning//
          
          Literally I made the same mistake from a few months ago and I'm trembling and terrified that I'm going to be hated for it. I'm literally getting a panic attack over his shit and I really wanna harm myself.
          
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           Please don't dm me or anything unless we're bonded to help me please,,

//Rant Part 3//
          
          AND WHEN YOU STEP DAD TELLS YOU TO GET READY BECAUSE HE'S GOING TO FIGHT YOU THATS SOME FUN SHIT TOO.