Lilac Wolf

Do you still rping

Okay, I'll admit it. I mostly forgot about this app lmao. 
          I've had a busy... almost year now. Had my birthday not too long ago! Went to college! Dropped out of said college... Planning to go to a new one but not applied yet.  Got a new roommate! Got a promotion at my job!
          
          Anyway, I'm back! 
          First thing to address: My book.
             I don't really ship Greamno anymore, and while I like looking back at the book- I'm not sure I'll ever continue it. If I do, it would shift from a ship-fic to more of a friends-raising-a-child-together. I dunno, I just don't have much motivation to write anyway. 
          
          Second : Old Roleplays 
              I'm (mostly) willing to continue old roleplays, but it might be better to start over depending how long it's been since we last interacted with said RP. Also! I am a LOT more active over Discord, so I do ask that we go there for roleplays. Not that I'll turn you down if you prefer to just stay here.
          
          Third? : New Roleplays!
              I might make a book of prompts if you guys are interested, but I am really excited to start roleplaying again! I've got some new OCs, updates of older OCs, etc... Same with Old RPs, I prefer Discord but here works too :)
          
          
          Uh... If I think of anything else, I'll add it in the comments lmao
          
          Have a nice day! Rainbow Hearts!
          ❤

Going MIA for awhile. I had big plans for my book recently since I got motivated again but...
          
          
          I saw Technoblade's last video about fifteen minutes ago. It just... Broke my heart. 
          For those of you who weren't aware, I've been watching Techno for four years and he got me through the WORST period of my life. I may have never known Alex personally, but it hit me so hard. The world will miss you man, but your memory will never die ❤❤
          
          The news reminded me so much of everyone that I've lost, of losing people without ever knowing I was going to. It hurts.
          
          I can't bring myself to even think about writing right now. Let alone about a book that had Techno as one of the MAIN characters. Progress miiiight happen since the next chapter was meant to have art not done by me. But I will not be doing any writing.
          
          I kind of feel numb right now... 
          I'm going to bed.
          
          
          I encourage everyone who's grieving to talk to someone. I cannot talk to you, please find someone who can. It's super unhealthy to bottle up emotions.
          RIP Technoblade, you made 

Someone explain to me why Scarian is not more popular?!? Like, Gumbo is sweet and all but Scarian is OTP and there is so little?? content with that ship?

I needed more of their story its so beautiful!!!!

Anyone wanna do a MHA Rp (with OCs)? Been down lately and need a bit of a pick-me-up, which rping with my MHA OCs usually does

It's been far too long since I last updated. So, I sat down today and wrote the entirety of 
          "Oh Baby Pt. 3"
          
          Just pending editing and then it will be posted. I want to say probably by Saturday, but if my editors are busy I can't garuentee I'll have the time to edit it myself until next Tuesday or so

I feel upset at myself regarding the pronouns diversity. 
          As a TL;DR : People have such diverse pronouns, like vamp/drac and that's absolutely their right to identify as such. I feel bad because I have such a hard time using them, especially it/it's. I DO use them, I just have a hard time and usually resort to names rather than pronouns in many situations. 
          
          
          
          So here's where this is going to get long. I'm going in depth.
          
          I've grown up pretty open to everything, including pronouns. The only ones that I wasn't 100% open to was it/it's, as I was taught that it was insensitive and rude to address someone, or anything sentient really, as such. I've since learned that it's not insensitive if they choose to identify as that, but my point remains that it's hard to use those pronouns.
             I also don't know why I have such a hard time using diverse pronouns like crypt/gore, nor/mal or as I mentioned in the tldr, vamp/drac. It's not like I have a problem with that, it's fine. I just for some unbeknownst reason have an adverse reaction to using them to address someone.
          
              This is more of a rant than asking for advice, but if you wanna comfort me or something, feel free. I could use it, COVID sucks ass UGH. 

It's been a long while since I've updated my book 
          
          
          It'll be updated sometime this weekend, promise! I just finished this semester today so I have plenty of time to write without getting distracted.
          
          Now to find the document I was writing on... Buried somewhere in the mess of my google docs

Okay but why is Luz and Amity the cutest couple I've seen in years, even if fictional? Like, aahhhh I'm simping so hard