@nawabsbiwidarling thank you for leaving a message! Yes, please do give a read to my fanfics when you are in a better headspace. I totally feel ya! I was also like this after 1st leap and dadi track until couple of weeks ago, very traumatized. But now I have understood makers don't respect their story, characters and audience. They only know how to write forced separation and 3rd angles so I am not going to give them the power to affect my mental peace. I have stopped watching almost a month ago. For me the the show ended when they got married for the second time and started living together in the rented place. I don't want to ruin my OG Heewab feeling due to maker's sadistic behavior. I was really obsessed with TJJD and Heewab but that doesn't mean it can affect my peace of mind.
I have never been so obsessed for a fictional pair, so yes, Heewab will always be special to me, no amount of negative narratives from makers can change that.
Hope it gets better for you too! Much love.