I think its time for me to stop seeking the attention and love of my so called "brother"..
I think its about time i grow up and accept the fact i have no siblings while the rest of my cousins are lucky to have more than 1..
Ive been alone for years, and yet, when i met you guys, i somehow cant live anymore without ur attention..
I guess thats how much 1 little change can effect ur life..

But now its time to accept the  change, cause things will never be the same.
Its time..to act my age *sigh* no matter how much i dont want to..

So its time to say..Goodbye.

Even tho i know no one will see this