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Found out my dad died last night, it might’ve been from an OD, but I’m just so fucking heartbroken and confused on why I am bc he’s caused me so much trauma and damage but I still can’t stop crying, addiction is a fucking bitch. I think I miss the view I had of when when I was still so innocent and didn’t know all the bad he did but idk, I love you and miss you so fucking much and it doesn’t feel real. Never fucking do drugs bc it fucks up your life and the people around you