I have depression suicidal thoughts, I'm a masochist and a sadistic sociopath, I have attempted murder once is 3rd grade, I have a lot of Mental issues, I can see and hear stuff that isn't there, my father seems to hate me while my mother loves me. If you don't know what a masochist is it's someone who enjoys being in pain and a sadistic person is someone who enjoys making other people feel pain. My life sucks. All of this is true!