Lillyth_x

I have newssss
          	I know I have been inactive for a long time now and that's why I got back to writing someday a week.
          	Though there is a change.
          	My new story isn't a snc story it's a JJ story.
          	So I'll continue writing for a long time and then post it up!
          	Hopefully you'll check it out
          	
          	xxx Me

Lillyth_x

I have newssss
          I know I have been inactive for a long time now and that's why I got back to writing someday a week.
          Though there is a change.
          My new story isn't a snc story it's a JJ story.
          So I'll continue writing for a long time and then post it up!
          Hopefully you'll check it out
          
          xxx Me

Lillyth_x

Yesterday, keep in mind it was 12:30 noon.
          I went to an event and was walking to the door.
          So I looked to the side and in front of me and there was this black tall man in front of me.
          I was walking on crutches because i bruised my foot.
          I almost fell over because I stopped in dead my tracks because I thought I'd bump into the man.
          He stopped, looked at me, tilted his head to the side, smirked and walked through my body.
          I was scared shitless. 
          So little bit forward it was night now and i was home.
          Last night I was laying in bed I couldn't sleep.
          I suddenly got nauseous and sick and I saw the man in my doorway.
          I'm positive I closed my door before i went to bed.
          He walked over to my chair and sat on it.
          I got my crutches and got to the bathroom I needed to throw up.
          He just simply looked at me while i left.
          Then I went downstairs and no one believed me.
          So I got back upstairs and he was now back at standing in my doorway and looking down at me.
          I asked the man if I could get into my room.
          Not making any eye contact.
          He stepped aside and let me through.
          I asked him if he could leave.
          I heard something like `I think I'll stay` it was a whisper.
          I turned around to punch him, but he was no longer standing there.
          And now I think I might have an attachment because when I went downstairs I saw him on the couch.
          I don't know what to do.

Lillyth_x

Okay so i had a lot of pain on my lower back but i brushed it off becasue i diddn't wan't to overreact. I also have been angry and sad a lot lately, i can't do a ritual because my fam doesn't  believe me. Today i got home from baby sitting two 6 year olds and i couldn't get into my room. When i called my dad he opened it effortlessly. He closed it and i tried and i couldn't just open it. I think he quite likes being here because i see him non stop around me. And i mean like everywhere. So yeah, it's not like really nice having a black shadow follow you around. And when i ask him smt my fam looks at me like i'm losing my mind. I figured i'd not tell them enything anymore sinds they may thought i was going insane.
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Lillyth_x

Hey guys.
          
          I'm really sorry, but im taking a break from wattpad because I'm both mentally and physically not okay.
          
          My foot may be broken and I'm in a fase that I need to really focus on mentally because all I do is listen to music and cry.
          
          That's why I'm taking a break.I hope you guys understand.
          
          Love you guys with all my heart