Lilsdidwriting

I'm back to writing a new fanfiction :) Hope y'all like Seven deadly sins hahahah

So, i know y'all don't remember me anymore, and probablt could care less about these stupid updates where I say I wanna start writing again. This'll probably be the last haha.
          
          I'm just too depressed to write, and it just hasn't gotten better since I officially took a break lik 5 or 4 years ago. So I give up. Like I give up on everything else. 
          
          That was it I guess lol. Have a nice day :) 
          
          _Lils_

          I keep getting worse

I'm honestly just so useless 

I wish I had friends who can read between the lines 

I know I said I was gonna start writing again, but I quickly got busy with school and my German exams and then I kinda forgot.
          
          And now that my dog has died I believe this summer will be getting quite hard and strange to get through. Idk if I'll ever return to writing here, but I do have some books I'm working on so maybe I will.. We'll see. Goodnight peeps. I've been crying for almost 10 hours, not kidding, and I my head and eyes hurt and I think it's time to sleep lol. 

So my dog died yesterday, and it feels like the entire world and reality came crashing down

Just me who has started finding it hard to accept reality and the way of life? 

I keep waking up at either 4 or 5 am when sleeping, like why Can't I sleep through the entire night like no, not ok. 

Honestly I still don't feel like I'm good enough and that everything I do is wrong...