LilxSnake

No one;
          	
          	
          	Y/N; e x i s t s 
          	
          	
          	『e v e r y o n e  l i k e d  t h a t』

happy_harpy_stuff

Hey!! How are you?? It’s been so long!! 
          Btw, this is EldestSchild, lol, I just changed my username

happy_harpy_stuff

@LilxSnake and thank you!
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happy_harpy_stuff

I didn’t even get this notification, GOOD LORD 
            how are you, now, because it’s been like a month??
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LilxSnake

Hey! i’m like, 15 days late, i’m so sorry! i’m doing relatively okay, how are you doing?? And yeah, it has been a while! i like the new username
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LilxSnake

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¡¡¡LOWKEY FUCK 2020!!!
          
          THIS HOE GOT ME FUCKED UP! 
          Who this pandemic “ruin your lives” headass mother fuckin’ ‘give-you-bad-habits’ ass hoe year think she is? 
          2020 finna catch these hands if it don’t get it’s act together, and 2021 better be a great ass year or imma lose my 
          
          ≪≒＊* S H I T *＊≒≫

LilxSnake

i have shovels for anyone that want to help me beat the living  F U C K  out of this hoe
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ProtoTypeBK

@LilxSnake These hands rated E for everyone, even 2020.
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blehblehlove

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@LilxSnake i hope my immune system is beating up corona’s ass. that bitch deserves to feel   p  a  i  n
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LilxSnake

i’ve completely lost myself, and i can feel myself crumbling to pieces. it’s getting continuously harder to keep up a happy facade, no matter how grateful i am of the things i have, and i am grateful, it doesn’t stop the aching feeling in my chest. 
          i have no coping mechanism, because nothing works. 
          everyone says i don’t need therapy but i can feel myself slipping, and my parents don’t need the extra bill.
          i feel so selfish, because all i want to do, is not wake up. 
          i’m sorry.

LilxSnake

thank you so much, you have no idea how much it means to me. I have tarot cards and i used to use them daily, but now they just sit on my cupboard collecting dust. The thought of using them now never crossed my mind, though i think it would be a good idea. 
            you guys really are amazing, and i’m so lucky to have you all. I saw how happy you guys were and didn’t want to dampen the mood, but i realize now, that was silly. 
            again, thank you so much, i’ll do my best to take care of myself and find myself again. 
            i love you too dude, [platonically, of course] thanks for taking the time and effort to write to me. ❤️
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-flowersinmywall

@LilxSnake dude if you ever need to talk the fam will always be there, we will listen to your problems if you want to talk about them and we will support you through anything and everything. Just know that you always have us, also, if you ever need any ideas for therapy I suggest tarot cards. 
            
            Ik people say tarot cards tell the future and that they are evil and have magic but tarot cards can actually help you reflect what’s going on with you and your life, they help you confront things (though, please do your research before getting them and I would suggest someone buying them for you. Also pick ones that have make you feel comfortable when looking at) of course if they don’t fit your liking look up other ways! 
            
            And Ik admitting  and talking about your metal health can make you feel like a burden but just know that the people who really care about you won’t make you feel that way and will help you out of your dark times. Also you are not selfish and don’t EVER feel like you are, calling out for help is not being selfish in fact you are the farthest thing from selfish at the moment if you feel like that. 
            
            I pray/hope that you will get the help you need cause you deserve it, I can tell you’re a kind soul and the kindest of souls always get the hardest lives. 
            
            Please take care of yourself dude, love ya (platonically) and I hope you find yourself ❤️
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LilxSnake

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2020 is right around the corner, with only five minutes left I wanted to write this post. I have tried my damn-near hardest these past few years, I finally figured out my sexuality, I’ve found what I like and what I enjoy, and I have a new respect for myself. It’s not always easy, hell, it rarely ever is. But you all, as well as myself, have made it this far. I believe and love each and every one of you, no matter who you are or what you’ve done. And pardon my French, but for this new decade, let’s take over the fucking world. Make our own rules. Spread our words. We don’t need guns and death to get a message across, we don’t need war, we have a voice and by hell no one will take it away from us. Happy New Year my dears, and a toast, to 2020.

ILikeMyMenFictional

@LilxSnake Hell yes! What a great message to start the new decade with!
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LilxSnake

_I am currently writing like crazy and am unable to answer too many PM’s atm, I have this huge idea and it’s going to take a lot of brain power. Major apologies in advance if it takes a while to get to you or if I can’t manage to at all, thank you for your cooperation_

happy_harpy_stuff

GOOD LUCK!!!
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