LilyRoseXxXxX

Hey... Wow I totally abandoned fanfiction.
          
          This account is probably dead. Not gonna take anything down but will probably not update.
          
          I'm not gonna give a complete run-down of these past few years but to sum it up: I had such bad chronic fatigue and depression & anxiety I was seeing several psychologists, only to eventually go to a doctor about my messed up menstrual cycle and discover my thyroid is failing at an alarming rate due to Hashimoto's disease and nodules. So I'm put on Thyroxine but it still wasn't normal. And then after a regular post diagnosis ultrasound check, they ordered a needle biopsy and other tests, and discovered the nodules were cancerous. So I've had surgery to remove my thyroid during my first week of uni which was chaos. However, they are still unsure whether it spread so as I go through uni I am currently balancing PET scans, CT scans, ultrasounds, blood tests, and organising potential radiation.
          
          And of course after all the years of tiredness, not knowing why I was tired, the tiredness getting worse, and eventually being cancer, I have changed which fandoms I am interested in. 18 year old me is very different to 13-15 year old me.
          
          Uh so thanks if you're reading this and I'm sorry for those who got ghosted along the way.

I dare you to post an annoucment saying your gonna start updating again then say sike at the vey end after a big build up.

Hi! May I translate your fanfic Dancing Sugarplums?

Finally have a friend at fencing. During a bout, I feinted and stepped back, while he stepped back (not expecting that. lol). We both refused to advance. Instead of challenging him to move forward like a normal person, I shrugged at him with my sword. He stood his ground and just did the same back. We're both smiling like idiots while my coach is probably sighing in his head for both of us "hesitating".

Don't you hate bad days? Like I felt so productive and then things started to go downhill, so I just cried in my room for the rest of the day. And now I don't feel that same motivation today

https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxOoR3GPfNu4wrCPurJZZw8-VIjazDYbkG
          
          FVCK 'EM ALL! WHY? WHAT? THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE MOVIE!
          
          SHWJDISHFUNCNJAHUIHFIERNVUJFIEWAOCOWRFK

When the oneshot you are writing is so angsty that you can't stop crying while you write it:
          
          Why do I like torturing myself?
          
          When will I feel again?
          
          What is emotion?

Happy late Easter! Times flies when I'm not on Wattpad- I'll be going through my inbox today bc I have left that unattended for too long.
          
          Thought I would let you know the "3,000 words of **** not on my to-write list" was me experimenting in a new fandom... yeah. I've been a little obsessed with that recently and I was trying out writing about it.
          Can't believe after promising to myself that I would never involve myself in this insane fandom because of how chaotic it is, I sit here... I blame my friend for dragging me into it, really. (Yeah, I know you are reading this, Tyra) Like making me fall in love with one character to make me curious enough to fall into the game lore...
          
          Ever heard of Genshin Impact?

When you get back into writing but write 3,000 words of shit that is not on your to-write list:

Today was the worst and the best at the same time. I had a religion assessment that I think I flunked. I'm not too anxious because I don't think one bad assessment in yr 10 for CST is going to matter in the future.
          
          For our last two periods, my class waited out in the cold rain for my English teacher. And we waited. And we waited. Around 15mins pass by and she still hadn't shown up. The other teachers that came up to us didn't do anything about it. They just said to wait outside and someone will show up.
          
          So the crazy kid in our class climbed through the open window of the class and let us inside. We all found our seats, set up the ac, got seated and talked. Still, no one showed up.
          
          So the class clowns played teacher and we played Kahoots as a class. No one suspected anything. Tecahers looked into our classroom. We actually told one of them exactly what we had done and are doing and she didn't do anything.
          
          No work was posted for us online, no one came down to our classroom because of a missing role. So, that's when we knew... There was no substitute. Because if there was there would be work posted online. SO OUR TEACHER ACTUALLY FORGOT ABOUT US
          
          We kinda felt bad and didn't want to get in too much trouble so as a class, we made our own lesson and brainstormed on the whiteboard. I think we were more efficient than what my actual teacher is. We also marked our own role on a piece of paper.
          
          So it was a dream class, constantly giggling and doing whatever we want.
          
          It wasn't until the end of the second period that a teacher finally walked in. But it was five minutes until hometime so he couldn't do much.
          
          He was actually impressed we did work and apologised for the lack of organisation. As they should. We told teachers what was happening, and nothing happened.
          
          But absolutely best two periods ever.