Worst paralysis ever
Oh to be held myself like a fetus on my bed as that intity thing trying to pushed me, my body struggling couldn't inhale an oxygen my eyelids are close I tried to squint only a light shine through the winder can be seen from the balcony/living room. It felt your chest sunk its too hot like a sun's embrace as I prayed to guide me. Waking up inhaling caressing my both arms then the panic attack is starting.
Inhaling, exhaling the air as my eyes tear drop of flow through my ears lying on my bed crying and crying and then fade cry.
Going through the living wanting to sleep right on the couch pillows big, more pillows and two blankets.drinking water,eating, snacks then go back to sleep my eyes hurt and my head ache so much fever that has been on 5days straight.
