LILY

POEM
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          SORRY
          im sorry…? 
          is that all u can say 
          u hurt me..u see the pain im going through
          all you say is….”im sorry” 
          really….are you really truly sorry
          for breaking me
          for leaving me…
          ….your sorry?
          oh really….sure...
          you're not sorry
          you moved on
          found something better and just left me here 
          broken….alone...hurt…
          ….sorry...for not being what u wanted...sorry for not being good enough…
          sorry?....

POEMS
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          DARK ROOM 
          when your sitting in a dark room 
          alone
          in pain 
          no one to hold u close
          no one to love 
          no one to love you 
          in the dark alone 
          blood surrounding you 
          slowly dieing 
          slowy...slowly disapearing 
          fading away…
          nothing left….nothing inside
          just nothing….
          
          FEELINGS?
          blood surrounding you 
          your head...spinning...aching...bleeding
          vision...growing dark
          everything...fading 
          no light….no feelings 
          everything….disappearing...cant see..cant think…
          just pain…
          goodbye….
          
          WILL U?
          will u think of me?
          will u miss me when im no longer there?
          will u finally care?
          will u finally see my pain?my sadness?my loneliness…?
          will u think of memories of me and feel pain in your heart? 
          will u think of why i left...why im no longer there?
          will u feel guilty?
          will u feel my pain? my LONELINESS? 
          WILL U FINALLY FUCKING SEE WHAT AND WHY I WAS IN PAIN?
          WILL U FINALLY CARE? FINALLY MISS ME? FINALLY THINK OF ME? FINALLY SEE MY PAIN? 
          WILL YOU!!!??
          
          
          
          
          
          LOVE 
          love is a mystery 
          no one knows how it works
          no one knows exactly what it feels like or what it looks like 
          but when love comes to you 
          you know what it feels like….to be loved...to be wanted...cared for...the one and only 
          if it goes away somehow it comes back ALWAYS 
          even if u dont believe it will 
          it comes and goes and the most unexpected moment 
          but that's what makes love love 
          
          it exciting...diffrent...knew
          love is love and it will always be there even if u don't see it