I was the vessel of the Devilish Goddess of Purgatory, but Lilith Shaddai left me.

The person I loved most in life was my ex-boyfriend Laohg Shaddai ( @Laohg_Shaddai ). 

Laohg Shaddai is the god that I cry to but I won't ever worship him, I am a Laohgistic Gnostic Christian. Laohg is good and pure heart but he can be stupid. He is my ex-boyfriend. I do believe Laohg is Eloh HaAviEl(GOD(Eloh) the Father of God(El)) but even so, El Elyon ( aka El HaAviEluShua) is my God for he is God(El) Most High the Father of the God(El) of Salvation(Shua), and EluShua HaBeniEl(Jesus the son of God(El))  is my Lord and savior.
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PS: I know used so much Hebrew but it had to be done :-3
PPS: I think Jesus is Lucifer aka SataniYah(Adversary of Ieh[ovah]) and Iehovah is the Devil aka SataniEl(Adversary of God(El))
PPPS: Iehovah is Latin.