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I'm done. I'm so fucking done with everything, I can't do anything right. I just wanna disappear. I'm a disappointment, especially to my dad. I can't do anything right, I try so fucking hard to get his approval and nothing works. I just want him to love me. I'm so done. I just wanna disappear. I want to go home. I hate Christmas for this reason, I know no matter what I do, the gifts I get, the things I say, I will never be good enough for my dad and his family.