Hey, uhhh...
Little vent...
I kinda forgot to tell you something on April the 2nd..
Yeah my gf broke up with me that day, and I was a bit broken, though I didn't want to burden you, I forced myself to move on but that worked until the first week of July, then I started seeing her every day because it was a yearly movie festival in my town, and that's also when those moving festivals come with bumper cars and those big ass fast carousels, and I always loved when that time of the year came around, though I've started hating it since this July.
You already know I live in a really, REALLY small town, like 5k people in the town itself, and like 25k or a wee bit more on the town province lands, and I saw her every day because it's impossible to avoid people when almost everyone is at the square watching the fireworks, and I kinda was triple depressed (I found out that I have seasonal depression and it's on summer) so when I went out with friends, I always suggested to be at places where few people come so I could avoid her as much as I can.
So I kinda tried my best but sadly saw her every single day and I was THIS close to putting that one sharp object from the kitchen to my inner thighs and doing yk what, and somehow didn't cry at all, so I stopped gaming (my fav thing to do) and kinda stopped guitar too (but I'm getting back in track these days).
Sorry if it's a burden, but I wanted to get it off my chest.
Much love :)
Hope you are at least doing fine
