Alright, time to drop the rouse! Why did I even lie about this being my irl friend??? I had no reason! This is such a poorly made account I want to destroy all evidence of it! The way it disappeared when I did, was made like the same time as me...
And I don't even remember the password so I'm stuck with my lies and guilt forever! I could block her but she's still... still there! In my subconscious! I'll forever know that I never truly destroyed her...
Couldn't I have just logged my original account on my tablet? Even if I couldn't, I could've said it was an alt because couldn't take pictures on my computer! This account make me feel so cold and dead inside I should just disappear in cloak of mystery and never make contact with any of my old acquaintances ever again! Why am I even admitting it? No one cares. No one is going to get mad or happy or sad because of this revelation! They'll just know! My confession will be just another burden on their already burdened mind! I'd may as well just... say it. Get it over with. Maybe I'll feel better with that out.