@HEAPSOfFunToBeWith No, you are not bugging me at all. I'm sorry I didn't reply sooner I don't look at my notifications often. I guess I have lost hope in writing my own story. I have lots of ideas it's just that I have trouble putting them into words on a page. I want to be able to express what i'm thinking but it is never as intense as what i'm thinking. I do have most of the following chapter done but I feel that I have to proof read my writing an excessive amount of times before it is good enough to post to the world. I have actually started multiple books but they are not published. I don't feel like they are good enough. I can't believe that it's been over 2 years, it doesn't feel that long ago when I published it. What has made me so hesitant to continue the story is fear that the next chapter will be worse than the next. If it's not descriptive enough or not enough action in it. I don't want to suck people in just to have them be disappointed later. At this point there will be negative comments about how the story was a waste of time and how much it sucked. Thank you for checking up on me, I do feel that by doing so you may have sparked something. I check up on Wattpad once in a while for updates on books I like. I do feel sad when they haven't updated in a while, such great story ideas that have so much potential. I guess you may have the same feelings for me. For that, I am sorry. I do not know if I will continue Undercover, I may put that on hold indefinitely and start a new book. Thank you again for checking up on me, it does mean a lot that you went out of your way to read a book that was started over 2 years ago and instead of thinking it was a lost cause you wanted to see what other weird/crazy ideas I have floating in my head. It means a lot that you care. I won't promise anything, but i'll try to see if I can get my gears working again.
Much love,
xLisax
