I might sound crazy but there's something about me, writing everything that has happened that makes me feel better, calm, easier to be able to keep living. Rather than taking my life that was given to me therefor not rightfully mine to take. Some of you may read this and think she is so messed up and to be fair I am. Others may sympathize, everyone goes through things differently and this is simply my way of sharing my emotions I can no longer contain inside of me. Sometimes I feel happy. This is probably sounds weird, funny, even stupid but I know there's someone out there who knows the feeling I feel when I read. When I read I feel invincible. I empathize with the characters I feel in tune with them, I understand why they feel like they do. I live through them they make me feel apart of something, like I belong. Something I've never felt before, as to when I write I feel like nothing can touch me me it gives me the simply pleasure of being 100% me.