Literallyjustali

I told my mom "he doesn't like me anymore" and she said "You're too fat for him anyways" 
          	bitch omfg she gets on my nerves sometimes I'm sorry

AnnJuJa

@ Literallyjustali  No problem girl! I understand, there's no place for a parent that hurts their child like that. I feel sorry for you and maybe you should tell her your boundaries? Honestly I do the same thing and when my mum says something that's too much I make sure to show her or exress me bejng uncomfy with what she said/did. I'm suggesting you should try the same but it's alright if you don't feel like it would work. I'm very sorry for how you mom treats your feeling :(
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Literallyjustali

@AnnJuJa it feels nice to have someone care about ur feelings though thanks for asking<33
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Literallyjustali

@AnnJuJa no I'm okay ig just save the fact that she just did it again 
          	  Long story short it went like I was playfully joking with my mom when she said he doesn't possibly like me and is probably joking about him liking me and she never knows the damage she keeps causing when she thinks it's just some harmless jokes. Like I know that already and I know he looks better with the people he brags about to me but it just hurts to hear it from other people especially your mom 
          	  I just hate that she doesn't take my feelings seriously sometimes..
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Literallyjustali

I told my mom "he doesn't like me anymore" and she said "You're too fat for him anyways" 
          bitch omfg she gets on my nerves sometimes I'm sorry

AnnJuJa

@ Literallyjustali  No problem girl! I understand, there's no place for a parent that hurts their child like that. I feel sorry for you and maybe you should tell her your boundaries? Honestly I do the same thing and when my mum says something that's too much I make sure to show her or exress me bejng uncomfy with what she said/did. I'm suggesting you should try the same but it's alright if you don't feel like it would work. I'm very sorry for how you mom treats your feeling :(
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Literallyjustali

@AnnJuJa it feels nice to have someone care about ur feelings though thanks for asking<33
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Literallyjustali

@AnnJuJa no I'm okay ig just save the fact that she just did it again 
            Long story short it went like I was playfully joking with my mom when she said he doesn't possibly like me and is probably joking about him liking me and she never knows the damage she keeps causing when she thinks it's just some harmless jokes. Like I know that already and I know he looks better with the people he brags about to me but it just hurts to hear it from other people especially your mom 
            I just hate that she doesn't take my feelings seriously sometimes..
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Literallyjustali

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Every fandom I've been in makes me want to kill myself.
          But you know, just the sheer thought of trying to make friends make me want to kill myself just a little more.

LemonHam

@Literallyjustali most fandoms have a really really weird side… or maybe they’re just weird in general lmao
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Literallyjustali

Nothing much really, just hearing my parents(mom) yell at each other about divorce for the 37th time in this life while I'm crammed in my room reading fanfiction depriving myself of sleep, feeling depressed and alone, a combination that shouldn't be shoved into one person yet here I am.

Literallyjustali

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Was just scrolling through my past drafts of unfinished projects and HOW IN THE HELL WAS I MINDBLOWINGLY GOOD AT WRITING IN THE PAST
          
          THE FUCK DEMON POSSESSED ME BACK THEN 
          PLEASE I NEED IT BACK I WANT TO WRITE A MACAUCHAY FANFIC COME BACK DEMON!!

Literallyjustali

I came back to my Dundynotfound fic 2 or so months I said I was gonna rewrite and read it before starting on reconstruction.
          
          First thing I said was WHY it was decent and WHY was I so invested in it as if I wasn't the one who wrote it almost a year ago probably
          
          But yeah, I did (rewrite?) It in a way. I would say I more of added a few sentences and fixed some grammar.
          SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO READ IT I WOULDN'T BE HALF AS EMBARRASSED